I have experienced ugliness

I have experienced ugliness today.
I have experienced only the purest form of human scum.

I never expected to find it today, of all of my en-endless days.
I was having a relatively nice time “out” in the world. I was going to see a puppet show; that is all that was on my mind. The puppet show and I was wearing my new clown outfit.
Yes, I am a clown.
My clown outfit consists of suspenders, a golf hat and a sheriff badge.
It is beautiful. I love it.
It is typically a confusing outfit to a lot of people, I am sure most people are quite confused by my ways.
I have been laughed at, pointed at, called “honey- boy,” and spit at.
Luckily there was a window protecting my middle finger while I stuck it up at them.
I wonder if they also saw my confused, beautiful tears
.

You just don’t look normal, you know what I am saying dear?

Please, please do not take this the wrong way, but you are insane. You really are, I,I am not attempting to be malicious. I am truly a nice person. I am just trying to be honest with you.

 Honesty is the only thing that comes out of my mouth.

Trust me, please trust me.

"Why am I insane?"

Well, you definitely look insane.

You look like an insane person.

You just don’t look normal, you know what I am saying dear?

“No.”

Oh,

Well, honey you do look insane,

You look completely out of your mind.

You must’ve been born like this,

Yes, bless you r poor little heart.

“what?”

You just look insane, alright!

You look completely bonkers!

You must be crazy!

“excuse me? Ma’am?”

Hun, I am just telling the darn truth! Ain’t nothing but the truth in my words! As God is my witness!

You are insane!

“I don’t think this lady understands”

“Yes, she seems to be rather confused.”

Welcome to my domain

Welcome, to my domain.

No, you have not been here before. I would never have brought you here before today, I know, I calculated. The domain, this room is large. I enjoy large rooms, they help me compensate.  Have you ever seen a room as dark as this one is? I hate it, I think it's dreadful, I have been trying to let more light in but it just won

‘t.

It is

Difficult to utter why I caused you to come to this

domain. This domain is sacred, you know?

I wanted you to witness it, I guess.

I guess a lot of things, sometimes I am right. You see, it is dark, it is dark in here. How dark is your domain? What is your domain like? I would like to view it. Sincerely, I would

. Well, you seem terrified. In fact, you look absolutely out of your mind with fear. Oh,

Oh. I forgot that I was speaking in metaphor. I meant brain of course.

Welcome, to my brain.

No, you have not been here before. I would never have brought you here before today, I know, I calculated. The brain, this mind is large. I enjoy large brains, they help me compensate. Have you ever seen a brain as dark as this one? I hate it, I think it’s dreadful, I have been trying to let more light in but it just won

‘t.

It  is

Difficult to utter why I caused you to come to this

brain. This brain is sacred, you know?

I wanted you to witness it, I guess.

I guess a lot of things, sometimes I am right. You see, it is dark, it is dark in here. How dark is your brain? What is your brain like? I would like to view it. Sincerely, I would

. Well, you seem terrified. In fact, you look absolutely out of your mind with fear. Oh,

Oh. I forgot that I was speaking in metaphor. I meant body of course.